He added: "For now I'm taking it one day at a time. "I have been down in the dumps a lot. There have been times when you think 'What is going on'.
"Sometimes the poor missus at home suffers a bit but she has been great and so have people at The Oval.
"Surrey aren't doing so well which makes me want to be part of it even more and then I look on the TV and see how well England are doing and it makes me really want to get out there again."