Wells seems, for all his non-stop flirting, to have been a lonely man, desperately seeking distraction from melancholia and given to bouts of self-pity. His sexual success well into old age is hard to account for, especially given the fact that he was short and fat, had tiny hands and feet and a squeaky voice that everyone hated. Gellhorn's claim that many of his conquests were "imaginary" seems tempting, though Wells clearly had charisma. His biographer seems as vulnerable to it as anyone, thrilled to write of Wells "bedding" women, "siring" children and having people "succumb to his charms", as if she was some kohl-eyed flapper swooning before the Sheik of Araby. She seems keen to perpetuate the myth of Wells as a supposed sexual superman and "great intellectual force", even though his own behaviour and utterances all point to deep insecurities on both counts. "I am, I know, trying to be something too big for my powers," he wrote in his secret autobiography. "I am an insufficient and often irritable 'great man' with an infantile craving for help."