The intellectual stimulus and friendships offered by Horizon might have been a route into the most fulfilled of lives, had it not been for her extraordinary ability to pluck misery from the jaws of contentment. After the end of an affair with the French philosopher, Maurice Merleau-Ponty, the love of her life, she married the dying George Orwell, who had already proposed to three or four girls, including, on a previous occasion, Sonia herself. "Her marrying Orwell had to do with her own deep unhappiness," wrote her friend, and co-editor with her of Orwell's papers, Ian Angus.