'He told me that if men didn't masturbate, they can get to a point where they might rape a girl or become unstable,' the teenager said. Gavin added that he was embarrassed when Jackson touched him. When he tried it a second time at the singer 's Neverland ranch, Jackson grabbed the boy's hand but Gavin pulled it away, he claimed. Earlier, Jackson wept as the teenager told jurors the pop star twice gave him alcohol hidden in soft drink cans, telling him it would help him relax.