In this book of strange journeys and shocking confrontations, novelist and poet Denis Johnson travels to the ends of the earth, to the most hellish places available, apparently in search of personal humiliation and psychological trauma. Having been to Liberia once, tormenting himself in a world of random killings, torture and stinking corpses, he goes back and has an even worse time. "Why did I go to Liberia?" he asks himself. "What was I thinking, why did I do it, why? I don't know. I don't know." He's not like one of these war reporters who come over all hard and flinty, as if they were from a different species. He's an ex-hippie with a poet's sensibility. He explains how, upon being arrested, he weeps and begs for his life and blurts out the names of his contacts, unaware that he is betraying them. "I wept, I snuffled," he tells us. "I was right to call myself confused." His descriptions of being in an African jail, completely unsure of his fate, recall Orwell's essay A Hanging. Here, though, the white reporter is not a dignified colonial official. He is post-colonial - weepy, terrified, and in desperate trouble. "I'd come to this place," he tells us, "and I was not whole enough or real enough to accept its terms."