Her husband of four years, Mark, accompanied her to the first audition in June. "He said he'd overheard some girls making snide comments about my size and all I could see were attractive, skinny girls wearing skimpy clothes. Lots of people were looking at me and I kept thinking to myself, 'What am I doing here?'"Ironically, it was her size, in a room of Identikit Britney-wannabes, that made Kim stand out, but it was an issue from then on. Simon Cowell described her as "a big girl", and another of the judges, Pete Waterman, later told a newspaper "I don't think she looks like a Pop Idol." But she made it through on the strength of her voice. "At the second round I was so amazed to be there that I wasn't nervous at all. I was convinced I wouldn't get any further so I was determined to enjoy it."