'When, finally, I did get my periods back, they were very erratic, so I feel this baby is quite a miracle - a completely happy accident.' She said that while on holiday with friends in the South of France she told them she was thinking about adopting as she was so desperate for a child. 'Pregnancy, unlike my music career and business affairs, was something I could not control,' she said. 'I confided that I now felt I had enough heart to love a child that I did not actually give birth to. And I was genuinely considering adoption.'