Some correspondents, however, acquire a second wind, discovering that their past is a useful reference point for what is happening now. Leslie agrees: "History never quite repeats itself, of course. You learn to sniff out the difference, but it helps to have been there before." For her, after three lifethreatening operations and four months in hospital, "the whiff of adrenaline is the best recuperation, because you have to get out of yourself." Her illness has not deterred her from returning to danger spots armed only with her battered old handbag. "I promised my husband I wouldn't go to Jenin," she grins, "but I didn't say anything about Bethlehem." She has to take numerous tablets and keeps them hidden in her bra - "I was nervous in Zimbabwe recently because I was told they strip-search you if you're caught."