In the tapes the Princess says the road death of Sergeant Barry Mannakee, a married royal protection officer with whom she is thought to have had an affair, was "the biggest blow of my life." She says: "It was all found out and he was chucked out. And then he was killed. And I think he was bumped off. But um, there we are. I don't ... we'll never know ... he was the greatest fella I ever had."