But now Faria Alam is about to break her silence. However shocking it may be for the FA, the news that Ms Alam has signed up the king of the sleazy buy-ups, Max Clifford, had a certain inevitability about it. With each day that has passed since the story of her affair with Sven-Goran Eriksson first broke, Ms Alam, 38, has felt increasingly let down and betrayed.