DOWELL'S repertoire was vast. For Ashton, he created roles in The Dream, Enigma Variations and A Month in the Country; for Kenneth MacMillan, Manon, Winter Dreams and others. "It was the most wonderful time," he remembers. "It was all such a collaborative affair." His most exacting role, however, came in 1986 when he succeeded Norman Morrice as the Royal Ballet's fifth artistic director. After a happy but sheltered childhood and star-status adulthood (he lived with his parents until his thirties), Dowell was unprepared for confrontation. "That upbringing didn't harden the skin," he admits ruefully.